how many times..

how many times must i write before i get it right?
how many poems must i write for you?
how many times do i need to repeat myself for you over and over and over again
tell me what chu think you got figured out for you
maybe i will come and join your plan for two
but that just aint what im gonna dooo

you decided to walk away from me
so i stand here. alone.
challenging myself for the throne of my life

think you know who i am, but you're wrong.
get it wrong again.
mm.
so how many times?
How many times, must I write ?

so i hear you're training now, ain't that nice, staying in a big house.
just a slice of para-dise
fro you and your heart's content
but i know deep down inside of you
youre not living what is the truth

wanna start a brand new life for yourself again?
maybe finish school, dive bACK in
but you're getting older now, losing time losing things without trying
at all
maybe you want a family and thats all
but its over now
coz you're 30,000 yrs old cant make it home.
no cant make it home.