Even In Your Sickly State. (I Can't Break Your Fever This Time)

Thinking of you again..
This time I am sick.
With all the things that could come with a cold.

I remember when you were sick.
So ill you can hardly remember me
taking care of you.

So sick you slept all day,
I remember coming in with a cool cloth,
to help break your fever.

I remember how worried I was about you,
how I did everything I could to love you.
Even in your sickly state.

Sometimes I have to wonder the same now.
Did you forget about how much I was there?

Are you ill again?
Do I have to love you from afar while you heal?

If you so let me, I will love you again.
I am loving you now.

I can't break your fever this time.
I am trying to recover from my own sickness.

I hope we both can see that.
So that we might become whole
just once more.

It's what it's like after the cold released you.
Feeling yourself again, and stronger than before.

I miss you. And I'm not sure I know you.
A funny thought that is.