lovelorn confusion

 I hate it when you are deep in soul-thought,
and you start asking questions that you want someone else to answer

When you are deep in your energy, 

and you reach out to so many people..

Thinking, "they must feel what I'm feeling..."

And no one answers.

No one opens your message,

or even seems to be awake.

So you have to start making decisions on your own,

without consulting anyone.

Then you have made a decision.

You release your deep-thinking and begin to settle back into reality.

And suddenly, everyone is awake

responding to your messages of lovelorn confusion.