please?

I am trying.

Trying to let go
of many situations
at once.

And it's harder
than I imagined.

Saying goodbye to
friends
that were supposed to stay,

releasing love that is
unrequited.

This is not
how I imagined it would be.

Every time I
try
to escape it,

something is there
to remind me.

Get out of my head.

.....
please?